| | i want to apologize to all my friends that have to hear about me constantly being broke. especially to those that have given me a little stimulus check in the past. i know it's aggravating. i now have two solid job leads that have the potential for good dough, but i have to survive long enough to get there.
so, right. sorry. sorry i keep moaning about poverty. sorry i keep whining about how broke i am but still seem to make it each month. really, it's a bunch of little miracles that keep me propped up, including all of you.
my mom is engaged. for some reason she called me less to tell me the good news and more to ask if i was ok with the idea. i don't really know why the women in my life (mom/sister) do this shit. we're not back sixty years ago where the man of the family has to give his blessing to everything. if this is who you want to share your life with then by all means. i mean sure, i give an honest response: he doesn't treat you as good as he should all the time. he does a few things that piss me off. are you totally sure about this? but i feel like i'm making sure they know what they want. it's far from the gushing praise i think they want, so it gets confused with me being a bit less than enthuisatic about the situation or downright hating the guy. i hope to use this to my advatage. with me as an unknown quantity i think they'll less likey be jerks (at least in the short term/ at least when i'm around).
i too have started a (serious?) relationship with someone. her name is dannny ad she's pretty amazing. an ex ballerina, she now runs a dialogue direct thing downtown (they're the kids that stop you on the street and ask you to save a child halfway across the world when you're running late for work). our neuroses match up pretty well. i think we have the same vulernibilities and we like all the same shit.
so, there's hope. real hope. it's almost march, almost spring. i have to hold on.
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| | Posted 2/19/2009 9:14 PM - 9 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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